Now it's important to know firstly that psychology is actually quite a rigid
discipline, "particularly in a Russell Group uni" as our lecturers
keep reminding us. We have to write scientifically, we have to structure it a
certain way, cite sources and critique them. Very little scope for any personal
opinions in there. And while I'd read scientific papers written that way,
writing in that style felt strange and unfamiliar at first.
But I got used to that style of essay writing pretty quickly, and the psych reading I've done over the last 13 years means I'm familiar with a lot of theory and famous studies, so I know where to look for things and have an idea of the arguments I'd like to make, and which studies support those arguments.
Because a lot of that familiarity has been
built up gradually over so many years, I didn't even realise just how much it
has helped me, until recently...
I chose anthropology as an open unit
because I hadn't done any anthropology before, and I thought it would go nicely
alongside psychology. So it does, but I didn't anticipate that a ten week
course in a different discipline would stretch me so much!
It seems obvious, now, that it would be a huge amount of material to cover, and that I didn't have a grounding in that area to start with, but I was a bit naive about it!
The range of theories alone is staggering. It covers all peoples, everywhere, and all aspects of human behaviour. AND has a very different academic approach.
I've found myself leaping in beyond my depth and desperately trying to cram my brain with theory and key figures.
It's all unfamiliar. I really, really want to understand and take it all in, and the only way to do that is to read A LOT, which has kinda knocked me sideways!
It's fascinating, but a lot to take in over a short space of time, even just at the introductory level. It's impossible to skim read at this stage, because of the unfamiliar terminology and key figures, and because each piece tends to be a 'case study' kind of affair.
I tried to explain to a friend how I
felt about some of the new material, how I felt that I could almost grasp the concepts behind it, but
that the detail was way above my head. Like viewing a room and being able to
make out the shape and large pieces of furniture, but none of the detail and
decor.
I'm a detail and decor kind of girl - I
want to really get it, and see how it all fits together.
The reply was that getting the shape of the
room was enough, at this stage, and sometimes the only thing possible! Keeping
that in mind has helped.
We've reached the end of our ten week open unit, submitted our essays, and we have the exam after the holidays. My essay title was "Do
language and culture provide in advance some basic categories for how people
classify and experience their world?"
With a limit of 2000 words, that's a broad topic to cover, using a field I've only just begun to learn!
When I was drafting I found myself
referring to psychological sources a couple of times. The way we break up the world into categories and how language works are fascinating areas of psychology, I found it impossible to tackle the subject without briefly delving into some psychological theory as a base to leap from. So I asked my tutor
whether including some psych material would be okay. She was quite enthusiastic
about it, said that as long as it was relevant, then a cross-disciplinary
approach would be interesting to read.
Whether or not that will be reflected in the mark, or even be detrimental if it means that I don't have enough anthropology stuff in there, I've no idea. But it's a different academic style, most of the material is new to me, and I gave it my best shot. I personally like it, and the first year is probably the best time to try something like that, I only need a pass!
Anyway, the point is this. While I felt a
bit lost and unsure how this essay would turn out, I found that relating it to
the material I already knew and building from there really helped me. Not only
to pull it together into a coherent argument, but now able to start skimming the anthropology pieces to
see what would relate, and to finally start absorbing some of the theory and
purpose behind the anthropological material.
Some of it has finally fallen into place,
and that particular room now has enough light that I can just about make out
the colour scheme, even while the details remain in shadow.
The grade is less important now. I enjoyed
making the connections. I enjoyed finding that I had an idea of the material I
wanted to use and how I wanted to fit it into the argument.
I learned a lot, particularly in terms of realising that intellectual laziness is something we all need to shake ourselves out of now and then, and the most fun way I can see to do that is to step out of our comfort zones and throw ourselves into something entirely new. That's good enough for me. :-)
